yesterday went to yusong house after to his house went queen way .
had damn fun with fatty , his zhabor , di and yifa at there .
beginning we all went there to see basketball , basketball shoe and basketball jersey de things .
finish seeing it , jiu went there de aracde .
damn fun even that the game there was damn old de .
there was a game punching de , i hit the highest overall de .
even fatty who have a size so much bigger than me de lose to me sia .
after that went racing , me kena them bang but they suay bang me together fly .
i bang jiu no problem , hahaha .
i win all the race leh .
they bang me still lose .
hahaha , wordless le .

am i really happy ?

today got back our report book .
dropping o level math , promoted to sec 4 na .
but my result didnt reach what it have to be to go up to sec 4 .
next year have to work harder to , say in ur face to mr tang and all others teacher , haha .
something like a bet with his that next year teacher meet that time my result wont be the same as this time de .
morning woke up went eat at jurong .
went in school , meet form teachers then dm .
after that went home .
homed jiu went my lalala land .
later going back to jurong for my basketball training .

just moved house today .
was like a idiot moving around , i dont know where my new house is .
i havent even see it before my mum already call me come back here after school .
good that not really very hard to find it , took us awhile to find it only .
but i dont really like the house but only my room not really very bad .
maybe abit smaller but more simple i think .
just that i quite of like the way it look now but havent even finish unpacking .
argue with my mum not long after i went to the new house sia .
sigh .
this life suck .
all thing in my life nothing work out correctly .
fuck it .

maybe this time i really didnt retain , if they really didnt get the wrong info .
get to sec 4 , jiu will go back to 77th street and pierce again le .

ignoring u , wasnt as easy as it is been say .
much more painful than ignored by u .
believe it or not .
its really very hard to do so .
but i guess i needed to do so .
living in this world wasnt as easy as it seen .
sigh

loving u was my biggest pain , but was also my biggest happiness . should i remember this biggest happiness or should i forget this biggest pain ?

was freaking tired on both mind and body .
had 3.5 km run today .
not like last few day , get top 3 anymore le .
4th this year .
bojun was still the same a robot .
need not to breath de .
that stupid si robot , win me again .
run win mr tang and mr tan .
dont know mr tan is happy or what with mr tang .
he sabo mr tang , tell us that if we run with him got special thing to get .
but i dont really think will have .
really gone moodless running today .
losing was expacted ba .
after went lot1 , anyhow walk around .
trying to find my mood back .
but didnt find dao .
jiu went back jurong east , eat with fatty and others .
after that went back home sleep le .

wo zhen de hao lei , wo lei le .
must i do what i had done last time , so that i wont get hurt .
i understand being that kind of person , wont have feeling so no matter what happen .
i wont be ending up like this .
should i go back ?
i wish to sleep .
family , study , everything , i already cant tahan anymore le .
i dont wish to wake anymore .

i really shouldnt reply or text her anymore le .
but can i do it ??

fate wasnt the thing that we should follow , sometime we should walk a path out for ourself .
fate will only get us regret and plain .

morning meet with wen and swee they are v late sia .
after that only meet with swee went chinese garden .
then meet with wen , meet with him after going to japanese garden .
at mrt station , suay thing come .
few girl come find me wen swee to take photo .
me and swee run away first haha .
after that is today starting dont want to play basketball de but due to that fatty eugene .
i went out to play , he ask his dream girl to come basketball .
then in the end the girl didnt come .
then went yuhua cc , play de but thing happen here .
my friend come to play , then my some more friend come .
kim de come play , play full court .
my kim de friend not happy with my another friend .
beat him .
even not happy went take sharp de thing want tackle him .
sigh hard to finish this thing .
plus also not with any mood to help this kind of thing .
but both are my friend so still have to settle it . sigh .
after that went sqss train le .

i dont want to be someone who do what he say !!
man on words really very hard for myself but i still have to continue .
for me and for the one i love .
sigh

today end of year exam end , should be happy de but .
something happen at night which really make me cant happy at all .
u say i am unreasonable , maybe i am really unreasonable .
i really dont know who am i anymore .
what kind of guy am i .
i swear i am someone tiongxim but only after the girl become my girl .
and i will be tiongxim to her .
sigh .
am i really that bad ?
not that good between other guys ?
fuck this world .

today have a quite cool and siao day .
i met 3 of my friend a day without calling them out .
zhenwei , li yang and eric sia .
morning kena wake by one siao kia , eugene called me at 11 plus .
call me to say something .
then jiu change where his house meet him .
wtf , reach his house le he still bathing nothing finish doing .
maked me wait .
after that went eat , meet weixin .
went je library , she went find his tabor to get back her wallet .
so me and fatty went imm walk , saw zhenwei at that time .
after that went meet with weixin went library saw li yang and his zhabor sia .
after that went imm again , saw eric this time .
he going to see ........... call me tag along .
after that went around imm with fatty and weixin .
went bugis with eric without fatty and weixin .
meet with eric friend which i all dont know .
then jiu went play le .
10 plus then took mrt back batok with eric .

today was like a what the hell day .
last paper left to go , dnt .
this time exam surely die , hard dao siao .
i still got time to go play basketball .
almost everyday i went to basketball le sia .
having exam still play basketball .
i am mad le sia , starting say go study then basketball de sia , but after awhile cant study jiu went train le .
sigh , continuely playing for a week le sia .
whole body feel normally but when playing , my leg jiu like jelly le sia .
cant use any speed at all .
sigh , next monday basketball training , then tuesday before she finish her paper .
i still got the stupid run , 3.5 km .
sian , but not really that hard ba .
2.4 i run , 9min plus .
3.5 maybe around 15 to 20 min ba , hope can be like sec 1 .
get a top 3 , but i want top 1 this time .
sigh , monday training , tuesday went to run , wednesday rest and thursday jiu run again .
i am damn tried of playing basketball le sia , no fun now .
sometime , opponent too weak .
sometime too strong .
need to start train to play well le sia .
i dont want to retain , god !! T.T
i am dead meat now .
faster 15th ba .

today had quite a fun day , with zhenwei de kor .
maybe going form a basketball team outside with friend .
next monday going for the training le but not yet a team .
my eoy exam is killing me sia .
not killing me only .
its is killing all of the people taking it .
damn freaking hard sia .
i really dont know if i can go sec 4 now . >.< .

my new buy de basketball shoe .
cool ba . ^^ .
starting cost 149 de but discourt to 111 and eugene make it change to 104 .
wow , low so much le sia .
plus got buy compression long pant nike pro de .
the whole day , was startin was went eugene house meet him .
wanted to went mac study de but didnt really got went study . -.-
went queenway after that brought those two thing .
after that went basketball to the night .

:((( . after exam , sigh .

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