Yanchong from shuqun sec school , ex-student of yuhua pri school .
Got quite many nickname like yc , onion , mr him and pia kia (dont know why they call sia).
Birth on 24021995 .
Will only like things for awhile , cos if everytime do the same thing it will turn boring .
I mean things only not girl .
I am a guy that will not do sian , boring and mafan de thing .
So if the thing i do , turn bored then i wont want to continue to do it le .
Dont guai lan infront of me , cos u will not be safe after u guai lan infront of me .
Last thing dont believe in me , in my mind there nothing good for others .
All i will think is for myself and what i can do so that i will be not sian and boring .
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
today i went back to my pri school . but didnt meet pri school teacher , only went eat and play basketball there . first time they let us play there sia , :DD . play with some pri school de student and , so same de out of school student . after that went mac with pri school friend slacked then jiu went bukit batok basketball court . start our game le . played for few hour . today de game quite good , hen hao wan . the player very strong sia .
11:04 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2010
if somebody love you , they love the way you are . they wont want you to change , maybe you will think for him or her . i will to change but not all . cos we love our love way the way they are , not the way after they way .
love the way you are , maybe you think you are not beautiful . but to me you are , you are the most beautiful girl i have ever see before .
sigh , even that thing happen . but i still want to answer it . there no longer really got a reason why i am writing this but just to ask the question she last time asked me . "i wasnt beautiful / chio why you like me" the question was something like this . this post to answer you , even that you asked me no to text you anymore .
11:00 PM
today went to gym to train .
its hard to forget what we want to forgot , what we should forget . more and more pain everytime we remember . but we cant tell , we only can keep it to ourself . even it hurt more , we still keep it to ourself . talk to someone maybe a good idea but wasnt the best idea . everytime i enter her profile and see , pain come more and more . but i couldnt stop myself from doing it , even i knew how hurtful it is . someone once told me that its too early for me to enter this kind of game relationship . i dont care about it that time , i dont understand why she tell me like this . she say she regret bringing me in this game . but i really dont understand it at all . but now i slowly slowly understand what she mean . but it already too late to know now , there no way but to continue . not continue play but to find the someone who i should love . maybe it will be long to find but maybe we should try wait . 10 year 20 year who know but when we find the one , dont let him/her go . hold him/her tight and never let him/her go no matter what , as long as you think he/her are the one . but let him/her go , when they never get the happiness . let them go to find their happiness , hold on when we hold but also let go when we have to . we have to try . for our love one .
may the couples in the world last long .
9:40 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
love doesnt mean to get him or her . love mean as long as the person u love is happy that all matter . love wasnt a one side thing , it was 2 side . if it was only a side de , one happy the other one not happy so what the point . maybe we really want to have him or her but at the same time we have to think for him or her . is she or he going to be happy with me . and others kind of thing . letting go was also a kind of way of love . i dont wish to do so but for her , i will try to do it . only for her .
letting you go is the only way i can love you , it may be a sided but its is still my only way to love you .
10:00 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
sigh , thing happen alot this year . really wasnt my year sia , this .
10:37 PM
yesterday where buy a basketball . didnt really buy a ball really very exp de , only going 30 only . but at least the ball is good for my basketball skill . wont suddenly the ball fly to dont know who de face . brought the basketball , and then went outside try . when try , they tell me got girls watching i try the ball sia . was like what the hell -.- . not really a bad idea to buy a basketball for myself sia . can train basketball , do others de thing . plus something happened yesterday the ball can help me in some way . so wasnt really wasting the money , i still have buy a basketball shoe for myself . after my iphone 4g got the plan to buy one . kena suspend to the next term le sia . what the hell again sia . sigh .
10:02 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010
just reach home a hour ago . wented for a long long walk . did something in the early morning . after that at home , using lappy while my mum packing to move house . around 6 plus went out had dinner , long time didnt have dinner with her le . so jiu pei her , after a short time of walk around with her jiu went back home le . where change and meet with friend le . walk from house to westmall , westmall to shuqun sec there and then went back westmall again . last but not the least in from westmall back home . reached home at around 1 plus am , normally if is this kind of time is already going ton outside le but this time didnt .
thing happen alot this year , how i wish it didnt happen and i can change it . change to how it really should be , understanding die wasnt a solving way is more deadly than dont understand it . i really wish that i dont know anything . i dont like myself to be like this , maybe alot of people wish to be someone like me . but all i can say is that they dont understand what it take to be someone like me . it wasnt so easy and no one will want to be , after they know the true . being a human is so tiring but being someone who will understand thing easily is even more tiring . i really feel happy for those who dont know anything , those who dont need to think . smart people wasnt so good to be , while stupid people are .
2:19 AM
Friday, August 20, 2010
today come post blog again . wtf , that person go pour water on my di eating de place . he looking forward to die is it . wtf , he think he who . no one going help him if he kena anything still want at there at big . i just make a call jiu can find dao two time the people he can find still want act big . we just dont wish to use this kind of force only , not that we dont have good to bully leh . dont force us to use it hor , if u really force us to use it mean u really got one of ur leg on the coffin le . today went back to shuqun to have cca but i just walk in jiu kena mr tang saw and send out . wtf sia , T.T . then jiu bobain went to eat le then try again . this time surely can go in cos we saw him went to eat then all run in le . :DD . hen hao wan , haha . after that went to npcc to have cca . then blahblahblah jiu end le . after cca went home change starting dont want go out de but lion jio jiu go out le . 9 plus jiu walk back home le .
there a few thing u cant touch in my life . 1st is (her & my family) even that she still not mine but u better dont touch her . 2nd is gans . 3rd is my friend if u touch this few thing then u are better be ready for trouble .
10:14 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2010
today hen hen hen suay . morning i went to school but havent enter jiu saw mr tang . send me home after awhile of talk . -.-"" . went home do blahblah thing . kena sweegeng shock sia , he call me when schooling . ask me some question , cannot tell if not he going get into trouble . then blahblah thing again . after that waited for my di home . wth , want to go out de but all my clothes havent even done washing . after that went out , went bugis , imm and then westmall . enter westmall time zone then my thing spoil . T.T that thing cost me $20 de leh , and the most important is that i kind of like it de leh . sigh . thing really didnt went the way i wanted it to be . why do thing went into this way , this wasnt what i think , what i wanted .
11:51 PM
Monday, August 16, 2010
from tmr onward jiu will go school everyday le . at school guaiguai study after school jiu play dao siao . sigh , my fun time going end le . -.- walao , i forgot what i wanted to post just now le sia .
11:10 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2010
haha , noww then i know that i dont really have any friend at all sia . sigh , i dont have any friend . i have family but was like dont have also . what the hell sia , i grow up to now so big . then know this thing . should i be laughing that i know it already or should i cry about it sia . today on the way walking back home , i start thinking that do i really have any friend .
9:13 PM
today at english calendar de 15/8 , this when my dad past away 5 year ago . yesterday went to put my dad de ling wei at the temple . after that went harbour front there take mrt back to jp . saw xiao xiong at vivo city . :D . meeted with friend then for awhile jiu went westmall . meet others de friend le . at westmall time zone saw my long time no see de friend . dont know how to spell his name . >.< . after that waited for my er jie to pass for money . she lent from me again le sia . after that went home . i am banging the wall damn hard yesterday sia . but i still cant let out the feeling of killing someone . someday i surely will cant tahan de sia . f**k .
12:01 AM
Friday, August 13, 2010
today half way schooling was kena but mr tang . call me go out , cut hair . -.- . cut my sideburn only , dont want cut my fringe alot . jiu cut it myself le . after school , went talked with my relief mother tongue teacher . he only going to stay for another one week only . after that jiu going back le . after that went to np le , after np went to cut my hair again le . tmr going someone to do thing . 2 more day another year past again le . so long without him le .
8:54 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2010
today wented sp (singapore poly) , pei my di there to work . after that wented bugis , find topman shop but the shop dont have i want the clothes . jiu went orchard de , then brought it le . but very kelian is that the v shape is damn freaking long de . long dao my chest there le . dare to wear but like very weird , cos i dont have body shape to wear it . nvm , now wear then also start training it also . body shape here i come . chiong ah .
10:03 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
finally come post blog again le . yesterday got work sia . tired tired , now still keep on yawning going sleep le later . yesterday singapore birthday . happy birthday singapore , even that that not my problem at all . i not a singaporen anywhere . nothing to post at all . due to my lazy . trying damn hard on study nowaday .