sigh , now still havent sleep sia .
havent been posting my blog and go school for this few days .
just dont know what i want so didnt really have any mood to post .
really want to know what to do , everytime anytime .
the next time i get my pay , the first thing i going do .
should be go buy some wine to make myself drunk ba .
i really need to be drunk .
not sure what strength i have left for myself .
if can return to past , i really will choose to return back to that time .
but i understand this wont happen at all .
now its abit too late , but still not the end .
so not fully late yet , now maybe i still can make thing change but how .
no matter how hard it is to make a change i still will try .
but is this the correct way ?
i dont know but even if this is a wrong way , i dont think i will be going to give up .
how stupid can i be , maybe more stupid that this ba .

just come back from outside .
today went to npcc but stupid things happen .
dont want say about it .
teachers , u all like to play this kind of way then i will also play in this way .
kena call go out , then jiu went orchard find benedict .
slacked with him , then cos he got work jiu went away first .
then jiu take mrt back to bukit batok mac .
after that jiu went home , 9 plus went take mrt to orchard again .
meet with norman and then benedict .
bus back jurong meet with norman de jie jie , and then yu xiong .
went to yu xiong house with benedict .
2 plus went mac benedict want buy thing then jiu walk back home le .

havent been posting for this few day due to lazy .
plus too tired to do so .
have been working for last few day .
tmr also got sia , then after tmr got cca for the next two day then got work again le sia .
my whole week gone cos of this 2 thing .
start want call pri school friend meet de but this thing make it all gone also le sia .
saddie le sia .
holiday have gone too fast le .
i still havent done what i wanted to do sia .
sigh ~
hate that i am myself .
really hate myself alot nowaday .
more and more when everyday past .
if i can go back to past , i surely will make all thing change .

last few day didnt post cos of nothing to post .
was sleeping at home to around 4 to 5 plus .
today also nothing to post leh .
holiday coming to an end really very soon .
next week should be going out whole week , haha .
go out to late night , but must have place to go . =.= .
maybe going jio friend go out ba .
then anyhow go anywhere . :/

today stay-ed at home watch some movie only .

today starting dont want very early wake de but cos of someone then bobian .
that stupid fatty eugene keep on call my phone dont let me sleep sia .
1 hour one call , siao de sia .
then went his house find him then meet norman and benedict .
went around basketball-ing then went yuhua cc .
cos of my shoe then i fell down sia , bleeding sia .
but the problem is my while body and shirt is full of mud sia .
but this problem is that time de not now de .
now still very pain sia .

today starting morning dont want go out then afternoon then go work de but cos of some idiot call me go out play basketball then bobian go .
cos he keep on sms me dao i cant continue sleep . >.<
then 3 plus jiu went home change then to work le .
6 dao 11 sia .
after this jiu went back home , use com le .

today went work then jiu went home le .
starting want to go basketball de but suddenly change jiu didnt go le .
nothing better to do so come post a short post for today .

havent been posting blog for quite long le .
keep on forgot to post sia .
remember it le , jiu lazy post sia . =.="
today didnt went work cos of some reason .
one of the reason is cos too tired le .
cos today was whole day resting at home .

yesterday didnt went out .
so nothing to post at all .
then jiu today then post le .
morning basketball with benedict , eugene and others .
then went jp walk around , saw darren , jun hui and sam when walking around .
then went play shoting basketball de thing .
after that went to westmall mac to do something cos of they call me halfway when i was at jp so bobian went there .
finish the thing jiu went lot 1 around , after that someone stupid call jiu went home .
after that then back to westmall .
then went back buy food and home-d .

yesterday didnt on lappy so didnt post blog .
yesterday working that time saw eugene with his zabor .
then he call me go play basketball after work .
after work jiu meet with him and his zabor .
then went back home change , meet with him and his zabor again .
after that went sqss basketball train le , play afew match jiu change place le .
went blk 308 there train le .
keep on train at there to late night .
today went work , after that went home change .
went mac again to slack plus wait for my di as nothing better to do .
but he went off first sia so bad .
then jiu went back home also le .
tmr dont know got go out ma .
sian sian de at home .

nothing went the way i want , thing just dont go the way we human want .
if i can go back to past , i really will make all thing change .
wont let those things happen at all .
i am stupid .
no one understand me at all , no one know who i really am .
what kind of person me is .
they only see what i choose to act for them to see .
who have see before what , who i am .
no one had , dont know future but at least to now still no one .

today went out early in the morning .
starting wanted to went to escape to play de but cos of abit too exp le so didnt went in play .
jiu went eat then wen lie to us say that others went home liao but they went play others thing =.=" .
then we jiu went around then jiu went play game also .
wasted me 5 dollar to top up cos of no 2 dollar anymore le .
but was quite fun playing those games .
after that train-ed to city hall , walked around then jiu walk to bugis .
went in bugis street to find some clothes .
but was like what the hell sia , our leg was stupid damn tired de sia . X( .
but still continue find the clothes then went eat jiu continue walk awhile .
then train-ed to bukit batok le .
went to bukit batok mac slack cos of still got people there .
11 plus going 12 then walked home .

yesterday forgot to post le sia . XP
yesterday went back to sqss to check on something after that went back home .
change my shoe jiu went out play basketball le .
after that went home bath jiu sleep awhile then jiu went out again le .
quite late then went home .

today morning sleep dao quite late .
then read some book then jiu went change and went out basketball again .
then train dao awhile saw some friend jiu play match with them le .
at night then very siao sia .
so call adult de basketball sia , then play dao very siao de .
keeping on bang people , two bang one sia .
my friend kena bang then still say nvm that what adult play de way .
still say they very friendly le call us learn how they play . =.="
then today basketball really very siao , i drank 3 bottle of drinks sia .
big bottle de hor not small .
that all for today and yesterday .

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