here to post cos of too boring nothing to do .
maybe going sleep after this -.- , morning work .
3 finish , start at 11 .
do 4 hour only , today at work not mood at all .
almost the whole days working didnt smile dao , maybe is didnt smile dao at all .
=.= . nothing more to post le .

another sian day , making more and more bored everyday .
still the same woke up 3 hour before what i should do the thing start , prepare all the thing . jiu went work liao le , finish work went home . cos of dont want thing of anything jiu went sleep , kena people wake then jiu went eat . did nothing really much , using laptop become more and more bored also .
nothing is fun in my life anymore , still finding something that are fun that i wont feel bored at all .

aiyo dont know why i starting to feel jio-ing girls very sian le . nothing really make me feel fun le sia . have been keeping on finding way to make myself not bored sia .
i dont want to be boring !!!! someone tell me what to do leh , someone make me happy and fun leh

today sian la , very what the hell .
schooling normal , saw lzl's stead ok ok la . not really very chio but still can la . then come back home change then jiu went back to shuqun there , kena people bluff but heng i got many friend so knowed sia . very what the hell didnt meet before jiu call me dont jio her . -.- . dont know should continue jio her anot sia .
played basketball , starting dont want de but still got play . then went around , chat with 2 new de shuqun upper sec friend . still dont know their name but quite good friend liao le . then -.- sawed her , i know that she dont want to meet so wented infront of her didnt talk with her . then sms her but she say dont know which one sia =.= . today very -.- , lisa maked me like this sia . all my friend sawed me and her thought that she my stead sia . =.= . she my mei leh .

back home .
schooling very normal stupid , same as other days so boring .
after school , wented to 303 blk nearby . find darren , then slacked at his house nearby . then wented library after slacking at his house nearby . after that wented imm then jiu went home le sia .
so boring dao siao sia , hate it .

today schooling very -.- .
morning kena lion run after sia .
then mother tongue kena stupid teacher keep on talk about the thing sia .
then she keep on say that she no wrong sia , then want me to say i am wrong if not call me write again sia .
she siao de so no choice dont want re write so say what she want de la , even that that dont really come out from my heart . =.=
after school wented play basketball then Frisbee .
after that saw de bo jun then play basketball awhile jiu pei bo jun go his house there , now then know he stay quite near to me .
then jiu come back house le .

today have mother tongue test , suay sia .
i dont understand at all sia , so mafan .
surely kena that stupid teacher say about it again liao le .
tmr going have math test but i borrow the book from others but still didnt went study sia .
what the hell sia .

today very -.- sia .
starting of the school nothing much change only that i brought tiger to miss lim house downstair drink =.= . then have test =.= , english common test .
after school starting is to go ask for stead de but =.= they having training so no choice but wanted to wait . waited waited went outside school play basketball again then 5 plus went back . very -.- cos of the girl i wanted to jio de walking way sia , like very high class walking way sia =.= . that maked me didnt say anything =.= . will go get the number from friend zai ask ba .
what a sian day again .

wented to others people de blog so now then post mine de .
nothing to post sia , today same la .
morning went work then after work , used com for awhile jiu went sleep liao le .
then 6 to 8 plus woke up eat then use com liao le .
=.=// nothing to post liao .
tmr surely have many problem sia .
without someone i love beside me , i am so lonely .

just come back from outside .
tired cos of morning de work .
today waste $50 plus sia , buy headphone waste 40 plus and buy some others thing . now no money le sia so kelian . need to wait to 5th then have money sia . nothing more to post le sia .

currently drinking some beer , tmr have work T.T .
sian sia , aiyo sian tmr 12 =.= .
schooling normal nothing much change , after school .
wented wushu there , then went outside school de basketball court .
played for awhile then wented home change clothes . then wented cut hair , after that went westmall to buy things for jiamin sia =.= . aiyo dont know what to buy for her sia , she not my stead then i keep on see dao couple de doll sia . too bad , i ingle now so no point . finding a new de stead now . sian sia . brought the thing jiu went home sleep liao sia .

just come back from westmall , haha . today quite special , today is miss lim de birthday . happy birthday miss lim .
today schooling normal , sleeped for very long at class . my hair today kena catch le sia but teacher give me to monday cos of i have work . so .......... jiu ke yi have more long before go cut . after school went home right away cos of have work sia . wented perpare jiu go work liao .
after work , at mac waited for lion they all . took cake jiu went home change then went miss lim house liao . saw de her boyfriend quite friendly sia . then wented westmall again , took money out =.=// . suay sia , this half month only earn 90 plus only hardly enough to use .
nothing more to post liao plus too tired dont want post .

YO , just come back from work .
aiyo , quite tired liao sia .
tmr also got sia , sian . today my boss quite good sia . didnt kena scold dao ^^ .
schooling normal , math teacher didnt come so good sia have free period .
after school wented bubble tea shop then wented yuhua mac .
then jiu wented back home prepare go work liao .
then worked to now come back ^^ . tmr miss lim birthday brought her a present , dont know if she will like it ma =.=// .k le la , nothing more to say about liao . today jiu post dao here only le .

what the hell sia , i really am hurted again . after reading their blog , i feel sad now sia . feel like crying again but i knew that i can never cry again not matter what , my tear have dry no more tear anymore le . i really dont want to love anyone anymore le sia , i only want to be loved . that why i changing , trying to change to a play boy . someone never will be hurted by love , will try never lay my heart to anyone anymore unless she was really good enough . mean that she will care for me , be with my side forever . i really need one sia . :'( . how can i find one that can really what i ask for . i really want to lay my heart to someone that have what i ask for , someone that will love me now and forever . i dont want to be hurt anymore . that really hurt , painful than anything that this world can make . where my medi , where is the medi that can make me recover from this .
i will try no to be emo for all my friend and ashley . for the promise i will try .
wish my medi will come to me not long after now .

just come back from work , tired .
nothing to talk about work everyday or most of the day the same .
ashley :
tell u liao leh , not your fault its my fault .
didnt say its your fault k ? your standard is really good but just that your standard , your good points is not what i looking for . you are a good girl , wo pei bu shang ni . wo bu shi hao ren , wo bu xiang hai le ni , that why i choose to let go . u have a happy family , a family that care for u . i dont know that if i can really give u that .
but i tot we still friend ? we maybe not be couple but still can be friend what . unless you dont want me as a friend liao leh .
sorry if that i have hurted u badly . but still thanks for giving me a wonderful one month that maybe have some bad but still that also have some good de part in there .

today finally have my own laptop liao sia .
today back to single again liao sia . break with her not cos she bad but my problem ba .
my girlfriend should have this few things
1st : must be chio .
2nd : open-minded
3rd : the person must be someone who want to be with me la , someone who will want to be close with me , hold hand with me , kiss with me de .
this 3 is the first few must have de .
too bad but she dont have most . but dont know why some word like 'hen fan' that she say to me hurts me very much sia .

YAWN~
very sleepy now , tmr still have work so going faster post jiu went sleep liao .
morning woke up at 9 then jiu perpare go work , early 30min reach there pei my brother . then jiu start work , end at 4:30 . wented home bathed change to my new de pant and other , only shirt not new de . then went de sleep , 2nd sister and her boyfriend reach after big sister and her boyfriend reach . 2nd sister come de time i still at bed sleep then kena then woke me up sia . called me to drink beer sia , then too sian liao dont want stay at home jiu went out whole family sia . sian , starting wanted to went bar de with 2nd sister and her boyfriend but too bad didnt went next time ba . wented dont know where , only stay there for awhile jiu come back le sia . that why i dont like to go out with my mother and big sister sia , so boring . 2nd sister , her boyfriend and i took cab home . they send me home then continue take cab home , starting is cos one cab not enough so i took cab with 2nd sister . but they didnt took cab home they take mrt sia . cos they couldnt find one sia . very funny sia , at the cab knowing there they went mrt station there trying to find one . i and dickson laugh dao siao sia , very funny .
tmr have work at 8:30 then after work going pei yanrui to 2 then went home change and catch a movie with her .

just come back from Chinese town .
sian sia , so crowd there . then nothing to do there , wear dao very black go sia .
morning had work , sian . very boring . then today lion come sia . then today someone very stupid de some to the mac sia , very what the hell sia . people smile to him , then he dulan sia . want to make trouble de , or come to mac to touch girls de sia . very funny sia , a girl shake hand with the man then the girl run to wash her hand sia then the man keep on come back sia . then argue dao got police come sia , what the hell . then police come liao then dont dare to say anything liao . change face , what the hell . very sleepy now so going end here .
and last last thing happy new year to all and Valentine day to all the couple in the world .

just come de back home not really very long .
schooling normal la , only that have no cca then and ony have 2 period only for today . then today quite bad sia , morning very what the hell sia . i never want to be angry with her at all sia , but really sia . i really cant not to be angry sia .
she really dont know why i must gave today sia , never mind no one will know why first sia .
back to normal posting la , dont want to talk about it at all sia .
after school 11.30am starting is wanted to go queen way there de but cos lion call me out so half way jiu didnt go ps my brother . then wanted to go sleep first de but too bad i very suay suddenlyy lion call me out liao then jiu went bath then go out liao . wented to school there meet him then went imm , after that went to find his god sister . then wented around play basketball , keep on go around find people then play sia . today play basketball dao very sian , no mood la . what the hell . learning street basketball from lion this few days . dont know when jiu went home liao .

today abit same as yesterday .
schooling normal , nothing change .
after school went imm buy things , then meeted with lion . then went around imm looking for something then saw ncc de teacher sia , then went go back school . cos they want to pei miss lim back home , she now lion god sister sia . then slacked at miss lim house downstair , wented home take basketball then went to . hill grove village there play basketball , then saw some people playing . they are friend with lion , then they are damn pro de sia . they use abit of street basketball play de skill play sia , only use on moving around de la . but the skill very nice sia , i want to learn sia . then wented back to shuqun there play again sia , not really play la is just training la . 10 plus the light off so went back home liao sia .
tmr going out ba , queenway dont know is spelled like this ma =.=// .

just come back home . have to chiong correction later , after posting this ba .
schooling normal la , nothing much change again now that very boliao de kena ba the science teacher have to stay back . sian sia , last period so suay that i have already going meet someone liao sia . then after school went meet lion , play basketball and teach someone how to play also . then played quite long again jiu went fribee , play fribee . just about 12 hour playing non-stop even that its not really that fun . then jiu went see teacher home sia , teacher sia . cos same way , me , lion and her god sister going my house nearby play basketball . then the teacher live near there jiu went le . then her god sister went off , left me and him . then i went home change shirts jiu went westmall nearby play basketball again sia . plus something very what the hell , i bang 2 people again today sia . one is a normal student then the other is a looking 30 plus de man . they play de basketball not what i normally play de . i abit street basketball de , but dont really like to hurt people . that just not at my will , hate to hurt someone .

just bathed then come and post blog liao .
schooling normal la , only that kena mr ng sia .
he call us run 0.6km then i and some friend didnt run , cos too sian liao la . then over the time sibei long then kena by him , recess run 9 min then can go sia .
after school went play basketball dao 2 jiu went home prepare to go to work . then 3 plus went out home liao , slowly slowly walk there scared too late or early then in the end too early liao . then went find some place and slack sia , but its better to be early then late right ? then 4 start work , work to 10 sia . 6 hour starting thought that only work for 4 hour sia .
tmr going play Frisbee , or maybe basketball . after school la =.=// . dont know tmr can early up early ma , today going 12 then sleep . then tmr have to wake up at 5.30 , only have around 5 plus sia .

schooling normal la , only that today got 2 test . english and science de , english de very hard sia but science de jiu very easy le sia . very sian sia , nothing to do sia . after school went yuhua de mac wanted to go there study de but there dont know why dont have air-con super duper hot sia . jiu went pei sweegeng to make some change to his pant , then very what the hell sia . talked very long then still dont know go where study in the end didnt study all went home sia . tmr have work sia . sian nothing to do after bath jiu went sleep le ba .
baby : i went her blog liao la . =.=

today went bugis buy clothes for chinese new year de sia , 12 pm meet sweegeng at the mrt . then took mrt down to bugis , took quite long to there sia . stand dao very painful sia :'( , 1 plus reach there . starting we didnt brought anything cos abit shy maybe , jk jk la . cos went find the long pant n jackets sia , find for very long sia . then went buy 1/2 long de pants -> shirts -> belt and last went look for shoe but too exp liao so didnt buy in the end . the shoe i want to buy de cost 60plus sia then not enough liao sia . in the middle not enough money sia went find atm for posb de sia , find for damn stupid long sia . fk de sia , so mafan for finding it . took me fking long time . shit liao sia , most of my clothes is black de sia . nvm i dont really believe in the thing cannot wear all black de blahblah thing =.=// . thanks sweegeng sia for pei-ing me buy clothes sia , even that he also need to buy but still thanks la .

back from work , damn tired . very what the hell sia , kena someone bluff sia . early one hour go and early one hour start , then end late . today they call me do abit more late , usual timing it 6 end but they call me 8 end sia . so now even more tired then usual . tmr going out buy new year clothes with sweegeng , haha damn happy sia . no work tmr ^^ . should be nothing more to post le sia , so today jiu post dao here only .

today have quite lots of fun sia , schooling normal la . after school didnt went cca , then saw cca teacher 2 time sia then her keep on try to call me go but he say its my choice so didnt force me go . haha sia , what the hell . then went walk around the school see see sia . then around 2plus went outside pei my friend swee geng to his cca . on the way saw lion , my another frined playing basketball jiu together play liao sia . then lion swee geng and me went swee geng de cca , lion going find his god sister then also join their cca go play ^^ . fun sia then half way rain again then , me and lion didnt do anything then kena them pour dao water . they playing water when rain then me and him cant tahan liao , jiu also play sia ^^ . after that went mac eat then go find the teacher jiu went walk around see who play basketball then add in play . 8 plus went home liao , damn tired now . so going sleep liao , tmr have work at 1 pm sia .

nothing to do then have to wait for something jiu come post again .
my life really really geting bored and more bored sia . in a lifeness lfe now sia , dont want to be bored sia but there nothing that dont make me bored sia . dont feel happy liao sia , so boring . is there something in this world that will make me not bored and can make me happy again . there no game that is fun now sia , all turn out so boring . words are more deadly than anything sia , now than i know . words will keep on stay on people mind . i have hear it before and dont wish to have hear it again .
wish that there someone that will make me not bored , or at least something .
this world are so sian , worlds suck . nothing make me happy , they all will only make me more and more bored . what the hell is this worlds going on .
how come people found their but not me . how come people get what they wish for but not me . how can i get what i want .............

=.=// now then remember havent post dao . sad day for swee geng too bad that she have stead liao . today ....... most of the day la very bored , today so same . dont really know what i want to do sia . very fan sia , this world just too sian for me liao . nowadays then i know sia , boring .
back to today de thing , went shuqun didnt went school today again cos of hair check so pon one more day . meet swee geng pei him go buy pant again then went bus stop with sweegeng to pei baby to her home . then went westmall eat then walk around see things . after that went top up ez link for tmr de IC things , top up $50 sia need me pay first sia . this sunday maybe going bugius buy new year clothes . not surely got spell wrong anot =.=// . tmr going back school liao cos have to do IC so have to go liao la . hair check postpone le sia , if tmr check surely die die liao sia .

didnt went school again , stay at home sian . didnt play maple also . nothing to post .
why have others found their but i havent found mine . wish i could have found mine soon .

i really want to be in a true relationship sia , nothing really make me feel real nowadays . my life is still very sian sia , i am looking for someone that is willing to be with me . someone that will hold hand with hand with me and go on our life together , someone that can give me warm , the one that will care for me and can do things with me and so on de sia . i am looking for true love that i dont really believe in sia . but why i cant found it by now sia , my life really really are very bored now . so sian . so cold in my world so dark .

didnt went school today . cos of headache , quite pain . most of the time sleep and play maple . didnt went out dao , tmr should be going to school liao .

today sucks , headache . damn pain sia , schooling normal . english reading de thing i poned . went pei swee geng buy his pant . then wented to yiss went find baby . but too bad she dont like it sia . then wented to westmall find sister and her boyfriend sawed his boyfriend's dad . what the hell sia , i so heng sia . his dad gave me $50 sia but need to give yanrui half . =.=// . then wented find eugene then went play basketball . play dao 7 to 8 plus jiu come back home le .
baby dont keep on think about that thing la .

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